Paradise

I haven’t had much to say in a while… But now I feel like I need to get somethings out there…

I don’t really know what I want to say, other than I want to say something..

I guess a little update couldn’t do any harm.

School is out for the summer, that’s exciting.

I leave for Germany in 20 days, also exciting.

And I got a boyfriend, also pretty exciting.

I want to talk a little bit about the whole boyfriend thing because it’s weird. Not weird that we’re together, but the whole situation is weird. I haven’t had a new boyfriend in quite some time, as I have liked to keep crawling back to the same guy. But this guy is new. Other thing that’s weird is that it’s long distance. And I’m talking really long distance. Like states away.. And sure, it sucks, but I trust him and he trusts me.

Then there is the parent thing. My parents don’t know, but his parents do. They don’t care, his mother actually thinks that I am “good for him” and can only be “a positive influence” like he is such a bad kid. My brother knows that I am with him, my sister doesn’t. Two of his brothers know, I don’t know about the others.

And his mom thinks that I am such a good influence and a “privilege” that when ever he gets into trouble he gets his phone taken away. This is so he can’t talk to me. She doesn’t care about the other people that he talks to or the apps that he plays she just doesn’t want him to talk to me when he’s in trouble. So right now he is in trouble because he didn’t do a project over a week ago, and she’s had his phone for over a week. This is stupid. He has since done the project and turned it in, and even received a grade for it. But he is still being punished. Luckily for me, whenever he can he takes his phone back and calls me. Makes things a little bit easier.

Really I just needed that rant about my boyfriend, Phoneless… Other than that I am alright. Whooo.. Thank you for that..

You may carry on your busy day.